Le5tath, a fallen angel from the eternal darkness

::08/08/05

*****Tense*****

Today I only had to work in the evening, thus waking up @ 1 in the afternoon, I didn`t even fix myself, just went to the restaurant all messy. Then, because the sun`s finally shining, I was sunbathing while drinking Dr. Pepper, smoking and listening to Icon & the Black Roses. Absolutely wicked way of spending my time. Oh, and I looked hot as fuck!!!

Before that I washed my hair, BUT didn`t use my dryer , just let the sun do the rest.

In the evening we`re doing the Spanish welcome party. Probably one of the worst evenings of all. Started with Caz being upset, not talking to anyone through Nathan making the kids to tear plats of my hair out to ending up in total boredome...in the end Nathan started blaming himself, that it wasn`t his fault. He just tried to do his best, but the for failure of the party it wasn`t us to blame entirely. Honestly, not our fault

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 21:09 volt az órára írva.

::07/08/05

Estoy muy triste :(

After the Spanish farewell party I woke up with red eyes, but strangely enough I felt quite energetic. 4 hours of sleeping does put you into a cheeky mood as Mrs. Lapinskas would say. But, yes I overlept, so I could only have a coffee as breakfast. Yummy.

I went to Cambridge with 4 Italian groups accompanied by Big Richard. They were absolutely brilliant suprisingly enough. AND I was talking to Jenni in Spanish throughout the whole trip. Oh, I`ve not mentoined yet, that her surname is Lopez...Yes, Jennifer Lopez. Cool, huh?

In the evening I saw off the Spanish and cried my eyes out. They`re such nice kids...but really, so sweet. I hope we`ll stay in touch.

Caz was quite upset as well, because she`s not asked to take the job of Jamie...

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 20:56 volt az órára írva.

::05/08/05

Last days of Paradise

Ok, I`ve had the morning off ( yeah, yeah, again, but hey, I`ve been working really hard recently! ), so the usual getting up @ 12 and having lunch afterwards. We had a staff meeting at 1 o`clock and Jamie ( our activity manager ) announced that he`s leaving. Oh, fuck, how can he leave us here all on our own??? We`re getting an activity manager from the other Northampton Campus though.

In the afternoon Matt I and and lil` ol` me took 100 kids downtown, you guessed it, absolutely amazing considering that one of the leaders just walked off before we actually started the tour. Nice!!! Oh, another one, who wasn`t even with us, put 5 of his kids onto our bus, then got back to the meeting point for the rest. ... No comment

In the evening we had scavenger hunt, but I was to leave by 10, since I badly wanted to go out to the pub with the Spanish. Dare to dream; at half 10 I was still there checking the kids.

And when I could finally set off, I found the entire Spanish group in front of the entrance...they`d been thrown out of the pub, because the asshole bartenders didn`t accept their IDs, and they hadn`t brought their passport with them. The leaders were not impressed at all, however, we all had a nice little chat on the grass.

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 20:36 volt az órára írva.

::03/08/05

I`m ill

Yes, I am. In the morning it wasn`t so bad, but when darkness fell... I really started to feel like shit!!!

I had Coventry with the Spanish... awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww they are soooooooooooo loooooooooovely,,,they were applauding when I translated the history of the cathedral into Spanish. They didn`t see it coming =))))

In the afternoon, Jennifer and I were hiding the clues for the treasure hunt...it took us 2!!!! hours. And how long did it take the kids to find all of them? You guessed it, 45 minutes. ROOOOOOOOOOOOOAR. I went to my room, fixed myself a NEOCITRAN, though I still don`t feel so well. Oh,  I`m knocked and ill. Leave me alone!

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 22:57 volt az órára írva.

::02/08/05

SO ordinary

Well, this day was pretty usual again.I had to do 6 hours of tennis, and after that I checked the damage caused by waterfights ( no, we`re not the ones to blame! ) Hm, some buerocracy. Since the beach party, I`ve got on quite well with the camp manager, I`ve even received a compliment about my work.

In the evening Alex, Caz and Me was taking the piss out of each other, teasing as hell ( yes-yes, " My American accent " topic came up again ) and after that we set off to the pub. Though we came back at half ten to say goodbye to the Italians. Not if I missed the at all...

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 22:42 volt az órára írva.

::1/08/05

Day-off-Day-off

I woke up when? At 12 ( Hell, it`s becoming a sort of habit) and went to have. I did some surfing on the net and finally I read some Anita Blake. Then had dinner and waterfight at the restaurant with Alex and Sporty Matt. She looked just like someone who`d just participated in a " Wet T-shirt competition "; as a revenge, she hugged me making my clothes soggy =)

In the evening I talked to my parents and to Angi. She had some very disappointing news about Janos ( my best friend ) being rejected by ELTE. Poor soul! I do feel sorry for him, however, he`s acted like a real asshole recently.

To ease my sorrow I ended up watching Big Brother...we`ve counted; only 4 people are heterosexual in that house. Scary, but true

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 21:58 volt az órára írva.

::31/07/05

The suspense is growing strong

For a pinc of variety I had Camebridge today with the Spanish. Nice&easy! Then BBQ in the evening and rushing to to the Uni for Karaoke. Jack & I were invited to sing as the first volunteers, guess what? YMCA! I hate that song so much! Moreover, Mateo came to me, yuck, he`s seriously gay!

Then my collagues pounced on me questioning about Antoinella. Nice, oh, not embrassing,nonononono.

I also had a little chat with Flavia, who confessed that she preferred Budapest to Prague. Good girl, mucho Brownie points for her.

During the Karaoke there`s only one significant performance by a Spanish guy. He sang `Angels` and I made the mistake to tell Matt and Jack that it was even better than the original one. I was told that it`s like calling England gay or shooting the Queen. *Ouch*snizzles!

Anyway Matt offended me in the evening; he had a problem with me carrying a knife. So what?

And Alex`s quite pissed off, because her food had been eaten.

Isn`t it like Big Brother?

I got an sms from Arnold, that he`s rejected, but to be honest, I don`t really care. Not after what all my graduating friends have done to me. Sorry mates, it`s my time to have fun, and yours to start doing sg with your pathetic life ;)

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 16:12 volt az órára írva.

::30/07/05

Ha-ha-ha-hangover

I woke up @ 1, had lunch ( meat balls, yummie!) and ... went back to sleep./c`mon we returned to the camp @ 5 in the morning!/. When I woke up again, I nicked some clothes from Jennifer, since we`re having a cross-dressing party. I dressed up as a gothic bitch ( why, what did you expected from me?) I spent the night discussing last night with my mates, gossping who snogged whom:)

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 16:01 volt az órára írva.

::29/07/05

Beach Party

Don`t care about my day, the party was wicked!!! I can`t fully remember right night though, how it was. I know that I looked thrilling ( Been to Boots in the morning) and that I got absolutely wasted. And I only threw up once, now that`s an improvement. I also was a cheap whore, Antoinella(Italian group leader) came to me and said,` I love Marilyn Manson!`. Guess the rest!

Sorry for becoming more and more English, and sorry again for not being ashamed!

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 15:56 volt az órára írva.

::28/07/05

Happy Birthday Dad!

Yeah, my Dad had his birthday today, and Ive had mtd ay-off, so perfect day:)

I woke up @ 12 and without the kids I went to Rockingham Castle ( pics below). I think I`ll choose this one for my final exam.

I checked the required points for ELTE and Pazmany. I hit the roof. SHIT!!! 129 pts for English-Communication. HOW??? Is there anybody home, the max. is 120 pts!

In the evening we`re having fun; basically drinking&chatting and playing PS2 games. I`m quite chilled-out now. Oh, and Dee told me that my English is not old-fashioned. See?

Tomorrow I`m doing some shopping, finally! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 15:51 volt az órára írva.

PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC-TUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURES

Oh-lala, yes this is the time, to stare at the bloody monitor and try to hold your chin not to fall, `cause, these are the broken memories of my eternal youth:

Mavis&Matt @ the cross-dressing party. Hoot, isn`t it?

My collagues Caz, Alex and Dee (the Snake Queen)

The lovely Jennifer and the Spanish girls

Mavis and Davis deep in toughts (or in books?)

Con una chica muy bonita

A bit of Jyrki69

ROCKINGHAM Castle, yeah

My desk

A beautiful cemetry

Hangover.Me? Never!

Jack and Jenna. No they`re not a couple, just friends!

Rockingham Church

Celtic&Cross

Celtic cross

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 16:05 volt az órára írva.

::27/07/05

Usual day

Yeah it was another of those ones. But I could watch Batman: Begins in what language. Yes, in bloody Italian. Thrilling, honestly. In the afternoon I helped Jenna with the preparations of Friday`s Beach Party. Oh I`m so anticipating.:)

During dinner Nathan came to talk to me, and gave me my wage as well. You won`t believe it, but I was asked to teach grammar to the kids, once or twice a week. Me???Yes, me!!!

Tomorrow is my day off, and I have money and zzzzzzzzz...

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 20:02 volt az órára írva.

::26/07/05

BORING

Yeah, it was a boring day, but I survived. I swapped with Caz in the morning, so I could have done tennis, had anyone volunteered for it. In the afternoon, however, I didn`t want to sit in the internet room again, so I went downtown with 4 groups. Great, just what I was missing.

In the evening, I was watching `School of Rock` and `Ocean`s Twelve` with the Spanish. I enjoyed it actually, you know why? Because it wasn`t in BLOODY Italian, but in English, because the Spanish kids came here to learn ENGLISH. Can be suprising, but true, wee!

I got compliments about my English today, yeah, good to be classified as a native speaker, however, Matt said my English is pretty old fashioned. You know what, fuck off! Just because I don`t use slang in every sentence, it doesn`t mean, that I`m not up-to-date, does it? I think he`s just simply jelaous.

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 21:03 volt az órára írva.

::25/07/05

Grandma smoked crack

Well, not really, she`s just had her birthday today. And I love the whole world tonight!!! The day was ok, the night was fantastic. Probably because of the Welcome Party of the new Spanish. And an unexpected e-mail just triggered this flow of emotions...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

And I also learned some latin dances, it was awesome, it`s such a long time ago, when I last did some dancing, I mean seriously.

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 20:38 volt az órára írva.

::24/07/05

Can`t believe it

Sure, I`ve had some pleasent experience with the Italians in Oxford, however, the weather was shit. Nothing`s perfect... We`re sitting in a pub called `Goose` for 4 hours but it wasn`t as boring as it could`ve been.

I didn`t have to work in the evening so I had some time to chat and help Caz with her lessons. She`s originally an activity leader, but since she taught English in Uganda, she`s just cut out for this kind of job. Really. Oh,oh and I`ve got an invitation to Jenna`s house-warming party. Wow, I`m so looking forward to it. I`ll be so wasted, and it`s up to me whether due to the amount of alcohol I`ll consume or because of the skunk we`ll smoke. :)

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 20:29 volt az órára írva.

This is how I feel right now

Adriano Pappalardo
Ricominciamo

E lasciami gridare lasciami sfogare
Io senza amore non so stare
Io non posso restare seduto in disparte
N arte n parte
Non sono capace di stare a guardare
Questi occhi di brace e poi non provare
Un brivido dentro e correrti incontro
Gridarti ti amo
Ricominciamo

So dove passi le notti
un tuo diritto ti guardo sto zitto
Ma penso di tutto mi sveglio distrutto
Per io ci provo ti seguo ti curo
Non mollo lo giuro perch sono nel giusto
Perch io ti amo
Ricominciamo
Ricominciamo
Ricominciamo

Cosa vuoi che faccia
Io sar una roccia guai a quello che ti tocca
So che tu ami le stelle
Gettarti nellocchio del primo ciclone
Non perdi occasione per darti da fare
Per farti valere ma fammi il piacere
Ti voglio aiutare su fammi provare
Ancora ti amo
Ricominciamo
Ricominciamo
Ricominciamo
Ricominciamo
Ricominciamo
Ricominciamo

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 12:25 volt az órára írva.

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ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 22:44 volt az órára írva.

::23/07/05

Hi Jamie, what can I do for you?

Now that`s the question I should not have asked @ 8:15 this morning. Jenna had a hangover+woman problems, when two friends meet, I guess... so I had to take her group ( the entire Spanish team ) to Oxford. 5 hours of boredome, at least for me! While we were heading back to the coach, someone called me. I was not in the mood to play, "Guess who?" I just told him to fuck off. Surely I picked up some good manners here. Maybe I just hang out too much with Alex =)

So I gave the feedback form to the lovely Maria, who passed it immediately to the bitchy Sylvia. She (Maria) told me about her problems with the 2 witches. The results;

Town visited 2/6

Coach 1/6

Organisation 3/6

EAC staff (me) 4/6

khm...YOU DEVILISH TWAT, how should you know what the tour was like if you and the other bitch left after 10 minutes. I was a stand-in, I told them to read the information on the sheet that was given, however, I did tell them some extra info as well. I didn`t get lost /which is quite remarkable/ and I was kind as hell. So what, you slut?

I was so-so pissed off. I passed the feedback to Jamie, who was extremely suprised as he only heard only positive comments about the excursion partly because I was there...Are you going to kiss my ass now or shall we put off the meeting till tomorrow, Sylvia my dear? Sadly, that bitch`s staying for a month so I promised Jamie that I`d be a good boy and wouldn`t spit her in the face. Look how LOVELY I am! Seriously, not now, but on her departure day... ` 3 cheers for sweet revenge!` I`m going to write about the other witch later...

In the evening we organised a `Farewell Party` for the Spanish sweethearts. They took massive loads of photos of us. Even a goth can be lovely...no comment. I do think that dancing is in their genes in addition to other great features ( y`now what I mean )

When I returned to my flat, guess what? YESSSSSSSSSS! The panic alarm wnet off. It was a good opportunity to share my problems with the `Snake Queen` Dee though.

Oh while I was having a shower, the panic alarm went off again. Twice a night. Brilliant. AND while I`m writing these rows, it`s still going on and on and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 22:16 volt az órára írva.

::22/0705

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Noticia Importante

So my dears, tonight I was really fucked off the wall and as this blog is about my true self without any secrets I feel, that I should write down how I felt

Now I`m really pissed off. I don`t want to go back to that freaking country you call home, understood? Yeah, probably it`s your home, but DEFINITELY it`s not mine! I don`t wanna speak bloody Hungarian and don`t want to live in a country where I can`t get Dr. Pepper, Marmite or washing tablets. Where the shop assistant doesn`t ask me, how I am. Hm... and I`m bloody fed up with hearing "Have a nice holiday!"  I AM NOT ON HOLIDAY!!! I work like a dog and c`mon, you would have had the chance to do the same. The fact that out of 50 Hungarians only one got reemployed this year might indacate something. Guess who?

FUCK THE WORLD, FUCK ALL THE ENVIOUS PEOPLE. OH YEAH, AND FUCK THE SO-CALLED SWEET HOME TOO. HOPE IT`LL GET BOMBED SOON!

Anyway, if you want to have fun, then do it, but don`t expect me to long for being there, because I won`t.

These feelings were triggered by some certain phone calls which I would rather not have recieved. I`m not angry with you, I`m just confused, and had enough of those who would die for being here, however, still pretending everything`s alright.

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If you wanna meet a bitch, here I am =)

Alright, so I started with the Spanish group @ the "shoe museum". They could even bear 30 minutes in there. Enhorabuena! After that I headed for the "Moon on Square", which is actually a pub in Northampton. The newcomer Amanda almost started crying because the fresh Italian kids were very rude to her. ( Do I have to explain what `Puttana` means?)

I had the afternoon off, which was a chance to finish the 4th part of Anita Blake and have a 2-hour nap as well. I dreamt about Jani coming to Northampton. Brilliant. Homesick? Not even a tiny bit of it! By the way, I really think God is fucking with me ( oh dear, I sound like a Calvinist ) I found this sentence in my cigarette paper box,"Just because you can`t see the end, It doesn`t mean it`s not there". Cigarette papers? I`ve run out of my Hungarian ciggies and now I smoke roll-ups. I can`t beleive I smoked 10 packs in 2 weeks` time. Great, just great!

In the evening we had karaoke with the kiddies in Italian. Thrilling. They were still there @ 22:30 so I decided to request the most emotionally disguting song ( actually my favourite among all ) `Recomicciamo` (Restart)

After that I intended to go to bed, but my collegues stopped me so I had to sit there and chat, even though I was not in the mood at all. There was a huge tent strecthed on the field, cause some weird helicopters geek were having a party. Nice. Then some of the guys tried to get booze. C`mon I know all the tricks from the book, I`ve read it about 4 times! Don`t try to take me in...novice=) I hate playing the asshole with the kids but some of them just can`t behave. The funny thing is, that there were some Spanish guys who were over 18 actually, and they didn`t even try to get ale. See the difference?

I want to end this bittersweet day with 2 funny stories

• On the last day of the previous Italian group, one of the cleaners caught 2 guys shagging in the room. I just imagine the situation: " Good mor...oh...well I guess I`ll start the cleaning in the bathroom..." How do I know this? Because the cleaner was actually Matt`s sister. LOSERS!=)
• A guy in London was arrested by the police beacuse he was thought to be a terrorist. He was wearing long coat, carrying a suitcase. Very suspicious...as it finally turned out, he just wanted to catch his bus

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 21:51 volt az órára írva.

::21/07/05

You wanna fuck with me, I`ll fuck you twice

I can only stay for month here and I`ll have to go home...ok, I won`t panic.......................................................................................

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I had my morning and afternoon off so I wake up @ 12, had a shower, washed my hair; you know the bitch strikes back!

I helped Alex with correcting the induction tests. There was a guy, who wrote about having sex: " We had sex on the beach, then in the water, then on the train, everywhere"  There was one, who:" I love animals. I have a dog. He is fantastic" Well, good for you buddy, but I`m not into bestiality.

Also noticable how the kids tried to write down Big Ben=> Big Bum, Big Boil, Big Ball etc.

In the evenings the Spanish put on a play for the newcomers. Yeah, it was no Hamlet, but the Italians should have taken it as a nice gesture. Instead, they started hissing and booing. After all they`ve done so far ( pricking fags at the Spanish ) , I would not be so offensive were I them.

At night the roof of one of the flats caved in...better to say suspended ceiling. And I met one of the new Italian groupleaders; oh he`s such a pushover. " I don`t know how shall I control my kids "

Firstly it`s " how I should " secondly I`m not paid for advisory. Sorry mate, now fuck-off!

ezt Le5tath firkálta ide. Mikor is? Asszem 20:11 volt az órára írva.